Nim the House Elf could be heard busying herself with cleaning up after the evening meal as Rosaline Bane sat in her favorite chair, watching the flames in her fireplace dance and flicker and sipping now and then from her glass of red wine. She had been trying for weeks to find a way to explain to her friend the things that she needed to explain to him. To protect him. She could guess how he would react. Cabhan, she imagined, would likely react as his brother did: he would expect her to be confessing her sins out of guilt. However, this was simply not the case. She never felt bad for any of the men that she had slaughtered, but the first in particular. She remembered how the act of the kill had made her feel: powerful, excited,
alive. Watching the life leave the eyes of Barnabas Bloodworth was one of the most satisfying moments of her young life. However, it was hard to say that without sounding like a sociopath at best. He'd had it coming. He
deserved what he'd gotten. He had threatened her and her family.
Cabhan would likely understand that more, now, than ever before. After all, he also had blood on his hands. That was one of many reasons why she had chosen now to tell him. He could be trusted. He could very likely be disturbed by her lack of remorse, however, when he seemed to show signs of remorse himself. It was a feeling utterly foreign to her, she'd found. She'd never really been sorry for a single bad thing that she had ever done in her life when she'd sat and thought it over. A small smile came to her lips as she took another sip from her glass.
"Cabhan," she began, looking with a doting smile to the man standing to the right of her. "Please, have a seat? I.. As I said, I have some very important matters to discuss with you with regards to you living here." The brunette gestured calmly to the chair to the left of her. "Oh, don't look so alarmed. I am not kicking you out, love. Just, please, have a seat?"
He'd always been a bit of an emotional being. It was no wonder that he was having such a hard time with his father's demise. She hadn't killed her father, but she had watched him die, and that had shaken her more than she liked to admit. He hadn't been quite like Cabhan's father, however. Mr. Daley had actively, deliberately endangered Cabhan's life. He had to pay the price. It needed to be done. He
had to be taken care of. Someday, she hoped that her friend would see. She hoped that he would become stronger because now he was weak. She would fortify him herself if she had to. She needed to keep him safe.
That was why she'd invited him to live with her when he had nowhere else to turn; she'd always felt compelled to protect him. She had killed for him, and she would gladly do so again with absolutely no hesitation. Sometimes people need to die. She hoped he'd understand.
@Cabhan Daley