Minerva stifled a yawn and trudged along the wave of commuters, slowly walking up and out of the Metro station stop with distinct slowness.
Her flight had been long and she had felt particularly restless; it had been some time since she had seen her mother but under the current circumstances, had not feel explicitly touched by their reunion. Minerva had arrived early the previous day, addressed her mother with a small smile and a few generic lines about missing her and being excited. Then, she had been taken from one appointment to another, a whirlwind of final touches on
the wedding ceremony of the century, as her mother had put it so proudly, her mother’s new husband chuckling as he reminded her that no expense need be spared for her mother. Minerva had simple rolled her eyes and busied herself with wandering around the store, anything to stay away from her and her fiancée and their infuriating concept of romantic gestures.
Vincent Bernard, who later that day would sign the certificate pledging to love her mother for the rest of her life, was a French businessman with two ex-wives who claimed a part of his earnings every month. He was not particularly handsome but it was obvious that he had both money and an unhealthy obsession with pleasing Louise Morel; it had been those two qualities that had certainly attracted her to him. Her mother was apparently happy but the idea did not sit well with her. This woman was supposed to be her mother and here she was, halfway across the world pushing her past as far away as possible and rushing into a new future with a complete stranger. Minerva had had half a mind to go home almost immediately, the feeling rising as soon as she had stepped off the plane and seen her mother. But then, she was suddenly reminded of her promise to spend Christmas Eve with
@Raphael Moreau, her penpal and someone who she felt particularly close to. Even though she had never met him in personal, she felt oddly connected to him--he was precious in her mind, someone that was more deserving of her attention than her stupid mother. Even in their letters about cultural differences and French phrases, he had managed to encourage her and make her smile. She could survive this, at least one more day.
She had barely eaten at breakfast that morning, taking a few bites from some toast before rushing upstairs to spend an unusually long time choosing clothing. It took a few changes and a pile of clothes on the bed before she settled on
something;nothing too flashy to show that she was dressing up but nice enough to possibly make him notice. Why did she
want him to notice? She had someone who she cared about waiting at home for her. But she felt confused, her heart vulnerable and on edge, and she craved the attention. Raphael had always been a source of comfort in his own special way, after all. Louise was hesitant to let her go but Minerva promised to return just in time for the ceremony that was due to begin at six o’clock that evening, followed by dinner, and possibly some drinking. Minerva did not want to go and would do anything in her power not to, even if its meant fabricating an elaborate excuse as to why she could not make it. It would make no difference, at six o’clock, Louise Morel would be getting married anyway.
In theory, wearing a skirt had been a great idea until she stepped outside and shivered. Her
coat was her favorite but not nearly as warm as she needed it to be--but she was already running behind schedule and figured if she could survive winters in Boston, she could survive them anywhere. She clung to his last letter, their meeting time and place written clearly on it. Minerva knew exactly where she was going; she had checked the map at least three times even though it was not her first time in this part of Paris. But, she was strangely nervous and had this unexplainable desire to make him like her. At least through letters, Minerva had enough parchment and ink to get her very best self across; she could edit as much as she wanted. Of course she had longed to meet him in person; she enjoyed the personal interaction of meeting face-to-face as opposed to communicating her feelings through letters. Nevertheless, their meeting also meant that she had little room for error. And between communicating in some French and her inherent shyness around boys, she could already feel the familiar anxiousness building in the pit of her stomach.
She spotted him as he made his way over to her, he was indeed much more handsome than she had expected and suddenly felt even more nervous than before. Taking a deep breath, she tried to relax as he kissed both of her cheeks in greeted, hoping that her obvious skittishness was not so obvious on her face.
“Rafe!” she exclaimed, sounding a lot more excited than she initially intended, “Hi...hello--this is crazy, meeting you in person like this--” she started then stopped. Should she be communicating in French? She felt too embarrassed to do it but tried her best at it anyway, “and most importantly, Happy Birthday!” she said with a big smile, reaching into her bag before pausing and closing it again, then reverting to English, “I actually did bring a gift for you but...on second thought, I’d rather not give it to you just yet,” she added. She interlocked her arm in his, “so where will you be taking me today on this date of ours?” Minerva immediately regretted saying it that way and did not want him to think her strange or desperate but she laughed it off, the more nervous she became, the weirder she would get. She needed to get it together.
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