Tracey stared at her closet, her mouth opened unattractively as she eyed her options for the day. She didn’t know why she was the way she was, but she needed to have the perfect outfit to go shopping for more perfect oufits. Work clothes were work clothes. As long as they were study, protective, clean and emphasized the curve of her butt, she didn’t much care about them. But every thing else? She wanted it to be perfect. She had three pair of white shoes, almost the exact same style, but there was a bit of it that was different than the others. And she’d needed all three. Clothes that she outgrew or that were seasons old, she donated to people who needed them. Her closet changed so often that sometimes she forgot what was in there.
Finally she just decided on something warm and cozy. Even though it was Paris, the lovely city was still dealing with winter. Her hair was pulled up in a tidy bun, and she dabbed on a moisturizing lip gloss. She was excited, sincerely. She was excited about the idea of making a friend who didnt wanted to focus on how bad the war had been. She loved her friends, but everyone was trying to move on. Tracey had so much baggage on her own plate, and continued to weigh herself down with other’s emotional turmoil. Could she at least have a friend who would share the burden? Or at least distract it away. Emilie was such a sweetheart, and her eyebrows were to die for.
Her mother, when she was sane and could remember anything had told her a few things. One of the most important, if not the shallowest statements that she’d ever heard Leonora whisper was the trust level that you could put into someone who didn’t take care of themselves. It’d amused her greatly, and it pushed Tracey to make sure that everyone saw that polished side of her. It wasn’t quite true of course, as Tracey trusted her father, and he was a hermit and did hermit things, but she wanted to give off the idea of confidence.
It took two steps, and Tracey was in Paris. She was a little late, but that was fine. The wool capelet floated behind her as she strode up to the meeting place, and she saw the blonde hair through the window. Tracey slid into the chair, and beamed at Emilie. Was she a little nervous? A little. Maybe. It was always hard making new friends. The slightly accented French spilled from full lips, and she grinned.
“I see you’ve got the party started without me. Let me catch up.” And she ordered something pink and bubbly, and grinned.