When he saw her, Sylvain immediately felt better. A smile spread across his face without him really being aware of it. Lyra had actually come. She was wearing a lovely pale blue dress, her hair was pinned up revealing a beautiful neckline. For a moment he just looked at her. She had not noticed him yet and was looking at the little girls who were chasing each other. It was a lovely picture, one that would look nice on a photograph but even better in painting. The boy pushed this thought away though, thinking it was silly.
He would have kept watching her, had not a distant relative approached him to say hello. Sylvain felt strangely impatient now, greeting the relative in a rush and sending him off to his aunt. All these relatives he never really talked to felt even more insignificant now that Lyra had shown up. Her presence was giving the wedding a whole new purpose. He suddenly felt strangely aware of his looks, wondered if his shirt was already wet from sweat and he blushed faintly as he did so.
A few more people came to greet him and made their way past him to find themselves a seat. Sylvain barely noticed them, hardly remembered whom he had shaken hands with. Then Lyra stood in front of him, looking stunningly cute. He wanted to avert his gaze, not make it look like he was staring at her but he couldn't.
"Salut," he greeted in a hushed voice. "Yeah... I guess..." he agreed. To him nothing but Lyra looked gorgeous here but that was his very personal point of view. He assumed that if one wasn't biased it was indeed a beautiful location and that the atmosphere was nice for those who approved of the wedding per se. He shrugged apologetically, knowing that if he'd play his role perfectly fine he needed to show more enthusiasm for the wedding location.
When she asked if she should take a seat, Sylvain felt somehow disappointed. He did not want her to leave him already. Her encouraging smile immediately made up for that though. "I hope so," he responded not sounding convinced. While he was determined not to let it show. he could not deny that this wedding was a real struggle for him, at this point even more so than he had anticipated. The prospect of joining his mother at the end of the aisle, smiling so nobody could think badly of him was nothing he looked forward to.
Most people seemed to be seated, some were still looking for people they expected to see and Sylvain had the impression that hardly anyone was still missing. He looked around, seeing how the ceremony was prepared and he smiled nervously.
"I guess you should take a seat," he finally admitted. "Why don't you go over there?" He gestured towards an empty chair in the third row at the outer side of the bride's side. "I'll see you when the ceremony is over?" His voice sounded hopeful. He'd appreciate it very much if Lyra would stand next to him when he'd toast the newly weds and then he wanted to clink glasses with her and drink as much champagne as he could get.
Offering her a last rather tormented smile, the boy turned around and went to find his mother whom he'd lead up to the front. He had offered this in an attempt to demonstrate just how mature, selfless and kind he could be.
*****
The ceremony was festive and romantic. The string quartet played beautifully. The bride wore an
off-white dress and was led down the aisle by Slyvain. A beaming smile on her face, Yvette had a hard time walking up slowly. She was evidently excited and overjoyed to be marrying Alphonse. Her grip on Sylvain's arm was tight and she shot him a nervous glance as the reached the front.
The music paused and the marriage registrar spoke. The woman shared a story about how the couple had first met and how they had started to love each other. The crucial question was asked and after both had replied with yes, the rings were exchanged and the couple kissed. It was a soft kiss, they seemed to forget the audience around them for a short moment. Then the couple turned around smiling and the music started to play again. People were lining up to congratulate.
*****
Being at his mother's side for the ceremony felt odd, wrong even. He was the son, for Merlin's sake. Of course he had agreed he'd lead her down the aisle. It was the right thing to do if he wanted to annoy Maximilien and demonstrate just how mature he was but truth be told, Sylvain did not want to be this mature just now. He was and would always be his mother's child and he did not want to accept that his mother was moving on, leaving
his family behind. The love story the marriage registrar told the people who had gathered for the ceremony made him feel numb.
And then she said yes.
Sylvain, who had tried to keep a positive or even neutral expression, lowered his gaze. He wanted to cry out loud. He bit his lip, pinched his arm, he tried everything to keep focused on playing his part. He felt dazed when the couple exchanged the rings, couldn't bear looking at them kissing. It was final now. His mother was a Manet. His family as he knew it did not exist any more. From this day on he had no family anymore. He would never accept Maximilien or Gaspard as brothers and he didn't want to like Alphonse.
"Congratulations," he said, his voice hoarse as he stepped towards his mother, pulling her into a robotic hug. "Congrats," he said to Alphonse shaking his hand while patting him on the shoulder with his left hand. "You'll have to answer to me if you don't make her happy," he added in a whisper.
Then he stepped away. He tried to take a deep breath but the hot air did not make it as sobering as he would have liked it to. The boy was shaking. He wanted to leave so badly now but of course he couldn't.
Waiters with trays filled with champagne cups made their way through the crowd while the music played some annoyingly romantic tunes. Sylvain grabbed a glass and pulled out his wand to tap it against the glass.
"Dear bridal couple, mamman, Alphonse... dear guests, we've all gathered here at this beautiful location to share this wonderful moment with you. Seeing you so happy, mamman, makes me rejoice too. With all my heart I wish you the best for your future together. Now let's raise our glasses to toast the newly weds!"
He offered a smile of which he hoped that it looked genuine and not forced and raised his glass. He felt like jumping off the cliff but of course he didn't do that. Instead the boy just downed his drink and searched for a waiter to give him another glass.