Aeric was a lifesaver.
There was no bones about it. Turning up to a family wedding without a date was a fate worse than death. Madeline had wracked her brains as various men drifted across them. She could have asked Brita if she could borrow one of her various cousins for the evening, but that verged on desperation. In her darkest hour, Hefin crossed her mind but she shot that idea down in flames. French men, she'd noticed, had a remarkable aversion to dating so the idea of asking one to a wedding sent them screaming in the opposite direction.
Then there was Aeric. He was a friend, a confidante and an all-round good guy. He'd never let her down before. That didn't mean that things weren't strange. Their little jaunt to Portofino had been really nice at first. They reminisced, they chatted, they took walks along the coast and cooked dinner together most nights. Then she'd opened Pandora's box. A gateway to their shared past and accidentally dug up long forgotten memories and unanswered questions. Though they were older, they were no less entangled in one another. She'd slammed the brakes on and limped through the remainder of the holiday but things weren't the same.
It had been a last ditch effort and when he said he'd come with her, she almost cried in relief. Aeric had no idea how much he'd saved her arse by agreeing and she massively owed him a favour.
The wedding was a quiet affair, held in a country house in an affluent suburb of London. The bride was her cousin, Rosie. She looked gorgeous in a timeless silhouette of the purest white. Madeline hadn't missed the pitying looks as she'd entered. Of course, everyone knew about her dumb ass idea to get married and divorced in the same year. It was ages ago, forgotten by most but there was always someone there to offer her an insincere smile, a pat on the back or a condescending "how are you doing?". It wasn't as though Ernie had died, he'd just been a bit of a moron.
"Yeah, he's great," Maddie replied breezily to one of Rosie's friends as she nodded towards Aeric. "Great" was a lazy word and it didn't encompass how lovely he really was. He didn't have to be there and she wouldn't have been offended had he not answered her plea. And he was a great dancer. She gave a wistful sigh as the floaty material of her
dress was tugged by the wind. He made her happy. They had long talks into the night and they were honest and open and easy and she'd never lied to him. Well, she'd lied once on New Year's Day many moons ago when he asked her if she was okay. Of course she wasn't okay; she was a complete mess.
How did they know each other? Madeline winced. "Oh we're --" they were what? "Friends." The word tasted foul. If she was going to be honest with her cousin's friend, she would have said they were "never weres". Close but not quite. Right place, wrong time. Just missed the boat.
Almost. Madeline could tell that Rosie's friend was itching to ask if he was single and she almost wanted to laugh. Wasn't hitting on someone else's date against the girl code? Oh, right. He wasn't her date. She'd forgot.
"Hello," Madeline replied cheerfully with a smile that soon turned into a laugh. "It's an open bar," she assured Aeric as she jiggled her glass of gin and tonic for effect. This was her second one and she knew she needed to slow down but if wasn't for Dutch courage, she'd have no courage at all. "Stop it, it's lovely," the blonde chided him softly with a smile and a roll of her eyes. She agreed, it must be a lot for him. It wasn't his fault that he looked fantastic in a suit. People were bound to stare.
"Lucky them," Madeline commented with another smile as she crossed her arms over her chest, her glass dangling from her fingers as she mentioned him dancing. It bordered on being considered flirty but at this point, neither of them had bothered to check the rule book. "Thanks," she replied as two spots of colour appeared on her cheeks at his compliment. The neckline was a little low but the skirt was long and her shoulders were covered so she was sort of presentable. "So do you," she told him honestly. When his back was turned earlier, she took the opportunity to
really look at him. As nice as his suit was, it didn't disguise the smooth muscles she knew were underneath it.
Did she want to dance? "Yes," Madeline blurted out as she drained her glass and placed it on a passing tray. She slid her fingers into Aeric's smoothly as she squeezed her way on to the dancefloor, shimmying a little to get some room. "And thank you for coming," she told him gently with a thankful smile. She placed her free hand on his shoulder as she kept a polite distance between them both. "You honestly did me a huge favour," she sighed, her shoulders sagging in relief as the anxiety seemed to just ebb out of her as she squeezed his hand affectionately. "I really didn't want to be the only loser here all by myself. Weddings are stressful enough as it is."