A hearty laugh erupted from her as Dante seemed to jump for joy that she was interested in preparing a meal at this moment with him. His light blush that appeared, his shy manner, the way he hid himself when he was embarrassed, Maryana found she was encaptured by it. She hadn't meant to love, but truly, this sort of excitement had been missing from her life for much longer than she wanted to admit. Of course she always had fun, and made a point to enjoy life in the moment, but this small interaction with the two of them sparked something in her. It was small, but even the tiniest of light exposed a want she had buried away years ago. It gave warmth to her once cold heart.
She'd been hurt and broken by those she had dated in the past. One of them was rather serious and she thought things would evolve more in her favor. Anya was a fool and only built her hopes up to have them shattered. Truth be told, she should have seen they would never have worked out. He had been the one chasing her for so long. That was years ago, but it still hurt her to see they'd drifted apart. She wasn't even sure if she could consider herself friends with him. Maybe just friendly acquaintances, colleagues, since they taught at the same school. There were others who played with her heart. Some abused her-more mentally and verbally than physically. She hadn't dated again since then. Though she was young, she promised to lock up her heart and protect it from any more hurt. She had to protect herself.
This small ignition deep within her made her heart race quickly like it hadn't for any man in a long time. She could have ignored it. She could have kept her promise to protect herself. Instead, she took his hand after having gathered her books in her arm and her bags were slung over her shoulder. Like a small child, she was willing to risk the vulnerability, at least a portion of it, for this man and she couldn't figure out why. If this endeavor of theirs didn't work out too well, then it would only serve as evidence that there was no need for her to chase after romantic feelings and emotional urges in regards to men..... boys really. All were immature and idiotic. Deep down, she hoped that Dante was different. Perhaps he'd be the one to change her mind and teach her to open herself up to a romance once again.
Maryana was relieved he was kind enough to let her come to his home to learn to cook. He was quite a generous man and she was putting a lot of faith, perhaps a little more than she was comfortable admitting in this stranger. Was she a fly walking right into the unrelenting jaws of a Venus Fly trap? Or was she simply going to walk through the door of new opportunity? The Russian couldn't decide, but it was a chance she was somehow willing to take.
"I'm sure it is not that bad. A messy home is a loved home. I should know, I grew up with four siblings," she said nonchalantly as she hugged her books to her chest. Dante was much taller than she had imagined him, and was shocked to see that he towered over her. Such a discovery shouldn't have come to her as a shock, naturally being a woman of shorter height, but even her heels proved to not be of much help in getting her just a little taller. "I suppose an English recipe would be a good start. I am being selfish though in wanting to learn the language." She grinned foolishly as she opened the English cookbook to find a dictionary. As she looked over the different images of food in the book, she bit her lower lip in though. The time it was taking her to find one she wanted to make, a difficult feat since they all looked so appetizing, made her face grow redder than before. She hated feeling anxious and pressured. There was the usual tendency to feel as if she was causing an inconvenience to those around her when she took her time. In a slightly flustered and panicked way, she flipped the pages and stopped it, placing her finger on one. It read Sheperd's Pie but even then, she didn't know what she had picked.
"Yes, we should make this," she took a moment to breathe as she looked over the picture of it. "It looks simple enough. Some meat and vegetables, really." Anya passed the book towards him. Once her hands were free, she was quickly digging through her purse to find money to pay for not only her uneaten cake and wizardy lemonade, but his tea as well. "Do not pay. I will do that." It was the least she could do to say thank you for teaching her to cook and being so open and kind towards her. "What do we need to buy? Is it a hard recipe?" Her money was tucked away as she peered over his arm at the book. The words and letters made no sense to her, but the more she looked at the picture, the hungrier she grew.