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Marin Clare [ Hufflepuff ]
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I've been staring at the minute hand { l i o n e l }
« on: April 22, 2020, 02:53:37 PM »
JULY 2003

“Very good, Lionel,” Marin said, watching his little king piece throw itself down on the chess board in defeat. Marin wasn’t bad at chess, but Lionel was better.

They were only a couple of weeks into their summer break but Marin could barely remember what it had been like at school. It was the first summer where he’d been able to do magic in the outside world, and he’d been taking full advantage of that. After being with his family for a while, he’d apparated (by himself) to Diagon Alley to spend a few days at Wini’s house. He was getting a taste for freedom - although that feeling had been dampened just a little in the past day or so.

Wini was Marin’s best friend. He’d known her for years. By now, he was used to the way she talked (a lot!) and had perfected the balance between listening and pretending to listen when she went on one of her tangents about witch weekly or her opinions on whatever Hogwarts’ latest gossip was. Marin knew all about Rupert Hartwood’s string of exes. He could name all members of 3spelled, despite not ever listening to any of their songs unless he was with her. All in all, he knew Wini pretty well.

But being around her was tiring. At school, there were places he could go when he needed his space. Of course, after six years of school together, Wini knew most of them, but she also knew when not to look for him. Staying at her house, there were no such refuges. He and Wini had bickered over who would take the couch, and he’d won, but then he’d regretted it because for the past three days she’d impatiently woken him up every single morning. Then they’d hung out all day. And all night.

Marin didn’t know what was going on with Lip and Wini. She swore that they were just friends, but she also complained a lot about the fact that he was always writing to his younger friend - Billie - and that he wouldn’t let her see what he’d written. Once he’d heard her wondering out loud about the locking charm Lip kept on his journal or whatever. Marin had resolved to stay out of whatever was happening with them, but that didn’t mean that he could shake the feeling that he was the extra person so to speak. And he didn’t hate that necessarily, but after a couple of days it was a bit much, and he needed a break.

So he was here. In an almost-empty chess cafe just off of Diagon Alley, losing to Lionel at chess. Wini had pouted when he said he was getting lunch with their Slytherin yearmate, but he’d assured her that he was coming back. Sitting in comfortable almost-silence with Lionel, though, Marin wasn’t too sure. “Oh, is Blythe coming?” he asked, tidying up the chess board. When he’d owled Lionel, he’d left the invitation open for his girlfriend. Third-wheeling with Lionel and Blythe was the more preferable option.

Lionel Sterling [ Inactive Character ]
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Re: I've been staring at the minute hand { l i o n e l }
« Reply #1 on: April 26, 2020, 09:38:34 PM »
Lionel's lip curled upward in a smirk as he watched the checkmate play out. Marin was a good player, if not quite as good as Peter, and Lionel lost, if a minority of the time, often enough that he still derived satisfaction from a win. Games of wizard's chess were a dime a dozen at Hogwarts, but notching a win against most players was boring at best. Perhaps chess was a cheap way to feel accomplished - mental exercise that was nevertheless constrained that outsmarting a single opponent when playing by strict rules was rarely truly innovative - but Lionel would take the cheap way out occasionally if the alternative was only ever feeling his worth in sparse moments in the long and daunting slog of trying to move wizarding knowledge one inch farther than it was. "Good game," he acknowledged. "You nearly had me earlier with that underpromotion to a knight."

Living with his brothers had proved surprisingly tolerable, but quiet times with Marin recaptured much of what Lionel had appreciated about the past year. For maybe the first time, Lionel had felt it passing in a fashion that never had him spinning out of control. Whatever had happened - the incident with Roderick and his brother, for instance - had largely been both external and minimally affecting to his day-to-day life, two criteria that somehow had alternated bieng unfulfilled in nearly every previous year. Even with Blythe, things had just sort of fallen into place at an approachable pace, both of them making plenty of room for one another and never relying on one another for much. They'd whiled away many hours like this, engaged in some quiet and relaxing (or occasionally pleasurable with a charged undercurrent) pursuit in between the hours of studying, and Marin had frequently been there with them (except for the occasions). Marin had become a closer friend ever since those months where he'd finally spent less time with Winifred, and Lionel had developed a deep appreciation for the Hufflepuff. He knew Peter respected him by his responses in discussions and debates, but he knew Marin respected him by his silent presence. And Lionel liked that Blythe liked him in a more genuine way than most of his friends. Blythe was excellent around all of them, charmingly slipping into conversations and deftly navigating their favorite topics, but she held almost all of them at arm's length. It wasn't that she had engaged in hours of intimate conversation with Marin, but at least Lionel knew that the way she engaged with Marin on an artistic level was genuine and reciprocal.

It made it the more frustrating that Blythe had, with very few words, declined the open invitation today. When they were in the same place, at the very least making brief contact in the common room in the evenings even if precluded from those long hours by her N.E.W.T. review sessions or his prefect duties, or his deep research immersions or her delicate and demanding assemblies, making space for one another had been simple. It had flowed simply and mutually between two people with sharp ambitions. Now that school was out, bereft of the clarity of its rhythms, Lionel found himself frequently stymied over her short messages and how to strike the correct balance of demonstrating his desire to spend time with her while refraining from harassing her. Lionel respected his girlfriend's obvious intelligence, but sometimes it was difficult for him to divine, with logic, exactly what she wanted from him. Sometimes it was because she herself didn't seem to know.

"No," he said, pausing to look out the window of the cafe onto the bustling street, ruminating on his utter lack of knowledge of her whereabouts and the fact that he might even see passing on the street if he just looked. He turned back to Marin and tilted his head to the left, a new, self-deprecating smirk appearing on his face, eyebrows quirked upwards. "Haven't seen her in a few days. No idea where she is. She said she was...busy." The pause, because that was literally all that her note had said. "How's Winifred? Overwhelming as always, I gather?"
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Marin Clare [ Hufflepuff ]
557 Posts  •  SEVENTEEN  •  late bloomer  •  played by EVIE
Re: I've been staring at the minute hand { l i o n e l }
« Reply #2 on: April 27, 2020, 11:43:26 AM »
No idea where she was? “Yay,” Marin said flatly, wondering how to interpret that. He liked Blythe a lot, and a lot more than he’d liked Vyn or any of the guys Winifred had had… a thing with. He’d been a touch disappointed when he’d realised a few months ago that she wouldn’t be coming back to school with them in September. Obviously if there were problems there, he was Lionel’s friend first, but he didn’t particularly enjoy the idea of the two not getting along. He wondered why she hadn’t been in contact, or why her contact had been insufficient.

Marin sat back slowly, leaning against the back of his chair and relaxing his shoulders. “She’s good,” he said, ignoring the second part of Lionel’s question. It was a strange position to be in sometimes, he thought, when his two best friends were Winifred Gwartney and Lionel Sterling. Marin couldn’t imagine what Lionel would think if he overheard some of the conversations had when Marin was braiding Wini’s hair, or when she was asking him about who he’d want to get naked with. Et cetera. In turn, Wini would probably die if she was present for some of Lionel and Marin’s conversations - tinged with cynicism, pessimism, or with content leaning towards the more scientific - or, of course, the long silences in between.

He didn’t have to answer Lionel’s question about Winifred being overwhelming - they both knew that she was. But at the same time, he cared about Winifred a lot. He had a lot of softness for his housemate, and he didn't think that Lionel always understood that.

“Lip is staying with her there too,” he commented, glancing up and to the left for a moment. Marin, Lionel and Lip got on well enough. They were all pretty quiet people, all appropriately skeptical of the world around them. Marin didn't know what to think about the odd split lip or bruised face Lip sometime sported; he had no idea how the Ravenclaw boy had made prefect. Then again, he'd questioned it when he'd recieved his little badge too, and that hadn't gone nearly as badly as he'd initially suspected.

“I don’t know what’s happening with them," he said after a pause. "Winifred seems very interested in these letters he’s apparently writing that younger Ravenclaw girl, Billie-something.” He shrugged, “I don’t know, there’s a bit of a --” he moved his hands in a small spiral motion, “-- a dynamic.” Regardless, he couldn’t help but feel like he was third-wheeling a bit. Perhaps it was just the fact that Lip was staying there for the whole summer - it was almost like Marin had come into their shared house, rather than the situation being that he and Lip were visiting Winifred together.

Lionel Sterling [ Inactive Character ]
485 Posts  •  17  •  played by Helena
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  • Trophy Closet The Lionids This driver or character won or was runner-up for an Anniversary 2018 Poll! Thread of the Month Winner Hogwarts House Cup (1999-2000) - Slytherin Couple of the Month Winner Former Slytherin Prefect "Roderick apologist" -- Fosse's 2019-2020 FPP Sapphire 1 Award Hogwarts House Cup (2001-2002) - Slytherin Keep cute and kitty on~ღ Registered a wand from Ollivanders or the British Isles Lucky Horseshoes Participated at the Academy Athena July/August 2000
Re: I've been staring at the minute hand { l i o n e l }
« Reply #3 on: May 28, 2020, 11:10:28 PM »
Lionel raised his eyebrows and pressed his lips together, looking downward toward the chessboard and grunting in assent at Marin's reaction. That was certainly an appropriate sentiment. Lionel had a small urge to talk about it more, but even if Marin got on with Blythe as a person, which might give him some degree of helpful insight, he was also Marin. Whatever insight he'd gained on the topic of dating, specifically, was probably something he'd picked up from Gwartney, and Lionel was fairly sure that Winifred Gwartney indirectly advising him was the last thing he needed. The subject would probably come up again, in any case.

He raised his eyebrows yet again and then started to chuckle. "What a trio." Honestly, he had to hand it to the Hufflepuff, she did evidently have a certain confounding way with people, even if Lionel himself didn't quite understand it. Blythe was good with people, but only at interacting with them - Winifred, he supposed, had a way of integrating herself into people's consciousnesses. Phillip liked about three people, so it really was something of an achievement. "Oh, her, I've seen them around at functions. Didn't he drink her Amortentia last year?" Lionel himself had been fairly preoccupied what with Kay spiking the punch and talking to Clementine so most of what he'd heard had been secondhand. Lionel didn't exactly enjoy bringing up the Amortentia incident, but Marin had earned himself the right to a few laughs at Lionel's expense if he so chose and if the topic was relevant. "You don't think she's...interested, do you?" he said, making a face. "Sounds like a recipe for disaster, she'd talk his ear off, Lip isn't remotely as good at listening as you are. Plus, I always felt like she usually goes for the...more in the limelight types." People like Mervyn, or that pop star she was always on about. There was something kind of weird about that, really - he was pretty sure that Marin was her best friend just as much as she was his. It didn't quite make sense to him the way she could most prefer the company of someone like Marin but still seek out his opposite so often.

Lionel groaned, barely audibly. Things made so much sense with Blythe in that regard. Her passion wasn't exactly one he shared, but it was enough adjacent to his, the way that Marin's and Peter's and Jacqueline's were, as though they were all four sliced from the same quadrant of those color wheels she held up to things. How could it be so easy when they were together and so difficult when they weren't?
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Marin Clare [ Hufflepuff ]
557 Posts  •  SEVENTEEN  •  late bloomer  •  played by EVIE
Re: I've been staring at the minute hand { l i o n e l }
« Reply #4 on: July 16, 2020, 02:44:03 PM »
What a trio.

Yes, Marin supposed that was chuckle-worthy. Reflecting on it like this, with Lionel, made him feel a touch disdainful. He and Phillip weren’t similar in any of the ways that mattered, but he felt like there were some similarities drawn that he didn’t really like when he, Phillip and Winifred were all on paper beside each other. What a trio indeed.

Marin gave a near-imperceptible shrug. He paid attention to things (people), sure, but only really the things (people) he was interested in. Phillip Donnelly and Billie-underclassman had never really piqued his interest. At least – not until now, that was. Marin’s memories of the amortentia day were mostly concerned with the chaos of it all and, of course, Lionel and Peter’s brief fascination with each other. Marin himself hadn’t partaken, though he did sometimes wonder what the fuss of it all actually felt like. Never enough to actually wish he’d tried it, though.

“They both seem very stubborn,” Marin said, half in agreeance and half as an offering of insight. Personally, he didn’t really like the idea of Winifred dating at all, but that wasn’t really relevant to the Winifred-Lip thing. At least, not specifically. He didn’t dislike Lip the way he’d disliked Vyn, though, so that was some kind of bonus, he supposed. But if the pair started dating, then what? Marin guessed that the time he spent with Lionel would be increased.

But not Lionel and Blythe, anymore.

The third-wheeling feeling didn’t really irritate him with Lionel and Blythe the way it did with Wini and Lip. Marin was quiet for a while, his pale blue eyes fixed on a glint of light on the edge of one of the chess pieces he’d put inside an open felt box. Silence was easy with Lionel, too, he mused distantly. After a little while, though, he spoke again. “So what is Blythe doing now that she’s graduated?” he asked, glancing back up at Lionel, then away, his gaze coming to rest on a game being played across the room from where they were sitting.

Last time he’d asked Blythe about her post-school plans she’d been somewhat vague; at the time Marin wasn’t sure if that was because she didn’t know, or wasn’t interested in yet another conversation about her post-school plans. Thankfully, he’d picked up on it and hadn’t asked again.

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