The white wine was delivered and she took a larger than necessary gulp of it. It was light and fruity and oddly strong - unless she was well on her way to becoming drunk and she hadn't realised. "Thanks," she added in a softer tone and offered a cautious smile. Ashley was already drunk and she didn't want to be rude but he made her uncomfortable.
He was travelling. She nodded. Farley remembered he mentioned something along those lines before she had her freak out months ago. "I'm jealous," she replied in a thinly veiled joking tone because she was jealous. As a teenager, she'd been filled with wanderlust and she'd made a list of placed she'd wanted to go - France, Italy, Scandinavia, Japan, Thailand, Cambodia, the Caribbean - but here she was, in a dingy bar with someone who had smashed her heart several years ago, after just winning a pub quiz. Goals.
She didn't so much as laugh but exhale air in a snort at Ashley's joke. He was funny. "Small world," Farley added but not unkindly as she sipped her wine at a more reasonable place. He mentioned a transfer and she boggled at him. "You like it here?" Farley exclaimed in surprise, earning a few side-eyed glances from the regulars around here. She did not like it here. It was too intense. The heat was intense, then the rain was intense, then the traffic was intense. She was still figuring out if the term love was an affectionate one or a derogatory one. She guessed it depended on the tone used.
"I'm actually thinking about heading back home," Farley announced with a smile. "My contract here ends around Christmas but I'm hoping they'll release me a little earlier. Congratulations, though," she added belatedly. "I hope you get your transfer. London's a good fit for you."
Farley's already brittle smile drooped a little at the corners as Ashley asked if she was married. Quickly, she rested her right hand over her left to conceal her bare ring finger - she wasn't drunk or sad enough to tell her about the pre-English Ethan debacle and how she should be over it by now. "No," she laughed shortly. "Still holding out for Prince William," she joked with an eye roll.
Her job and her travels, Ashley insisted. She'd hand it to him, he was tenacious. "I haven't been anywhere," Farley admitted honestly. She was aware she sounded cold and uninterested but she was an uninteresting person. "Tell a lie," she corrected herself. "I've been to Cornwall. That was nice. I like the sound of seagulls."
She glanced over at Ashley and sighed before she looked away. She'd always been annoyed at how attractive she found him. She'd always wanted to touch that cleft in his chin. "My job's okay," she began, suddenly entranced in the way the wine in her glass slid up the side as she swirled it around absently. "Thankless. The boss is a bit weird." She frowned. Simon was polite but she sometimes asked questions that teetered on becoming too personal. He asked what he should buy his wife for her birthday and when she replied "diamonds", he said that Farley would look beautiful in them.
It was small and maybe she'd over thought it but his gaze lingered for a second or two too long. Farley cleared her throat and ruffled her hair, the locks sticking up at funny angles like a newly born chick. "Can't say I'm living the dream but it pays the bills," she added sarcastically. "I found a book shop I liked not far from my flat, so that was nice," she offered as she drank. "Which part of the city will you be moving to?" She asked Ashley interestedly, wondering if it was far enough from hers so he could find another pub to haunt.