Charlie’s brow furrowed—who the fuck was Ella?—before it smoothed out as the penny dropped: her mum. He shrugged, smirking. “Think she’d prefer me out of it,†he teased quietly, his head turned towards the counter but quite obviously peeking at her out of the corner of his eye. Perdita cleared her throat and he watched, with interest, as she appeared to be a little flustered. It took him a moment to put it together: he’d met her mum — both parents, in fact. Obviously it wasn’t like that but he could understand being mortified by your mother. “My mum’s a handful and all, don’t worry about it,†he told her, his tone warm.
Perdita raised her hands in mock surrender and Charlie’s hard stare softened apologetically. He hadn’t ever taken to the idea of anyone seeing the contents of his notebooks, and it was second-nature to protect the battered journal as if it was his innermost thoughts written down for the world to see — and wasn’t it? In rough draft, too, with less finesse than whatever ended up out there for public consumption — and even then, only a fraction of his ideas ever became anything substantial, ended up put to music, sung night after night on tour with endless speculation about the when, where, and (most importantly) who. Cool. she said, and Charlie rolled his lips inward and nodded.
Brennan seemed to work, though. Charlie relaxed as she laughed, just (but propped the notebook under the elbow furthest from her just to be sure). “I do pay attention sometimes,†he said defensively, though it was clear he wasn’t genuinely offended. Perdita dropped her chin and he could tell something was wrong — Christ, she wasn’t engaged or something was she? His eyes went to her left hand and he felt a weird relief to see her finger was bare — not out of jealousy, he just couldn’t imagine her settling for sub-par sex (wasn’t that why she’d still shagged him while she was seeing Brennan?). Then again, by the sound of her mother, maybe that was how the other half lived: marry for money and status, have a lover on the side.
We’re not together. Charlie met her eyes and instantly felt guilty. “Oh,†he said. “Right.†He swallowed, searching her face and picking up on the tightness of her smile. He wet his lips. “Need me to sort him out for you?†he joked with a weak smile of his own.
His mouth hung ajar; “Erm,†he hesitated — his immediate thought was yes, he was good and happy, and as he hesitated he tried to think why he couldn’t admit that; “Yeah,†he nodded, “you know me, keep myself entertained.†He offered her a quick, lopsided smile.