She really should not have mentioned her derrière.
Zara was a self conscious girl. Painfully so. Always had been. Aimee was the confident one but she was absolutely gorgeous. Zara's face was full of unusual features; her eyes were too big, her lips were different thicknesses, she had freckles and her nose was squished. It was why she couldn't be a model. That and the fact that she was a bona fide midget might come into play. "Oh ha ha," she drawled with a roll of her eyes. "You can see if it's true when I come to your party. I got my outfit sorted out," she explained.
It was a bit…short but nothing overly outrageous. If it was, her father would have grounded her already. "Speaking of which," the blonde said diplomatically, swiftly moving the topic of her bottom away. "You might get some inspiration here," she said breezily with a smile. "Everything so elegant and refined. There's a shop that sells handmade soaps here, too," she said cheerily. Prosper knew about her love of everything organic. She had the address written down on a slip of parchment in her bottomless bag somewhere.
She grinned, nodding along swiftly. "I couldn't do it," she admitted with a faint flush of her cheeks, her hands clasped in front of her slender body as she shifted awkwardly on the spot. She didn't like losing and anything less than perfection, to Zara, was losing. "But I had a really good time," she said fondly, recalling the music and the laughter and being flung around the dance floor in a hilarious yet reckless manner. She paused. Did she have anything appropriate? She had a pair of well worn in ballerina flats but she was planning on wearing them around so they could walk along the famous streets but from personal experience, the floors tended to be hella slippy under foot.
"I'm excited," she remarked with a lopsided grin. Zara wanted to do
everything. Totally. She wanted as much crammed into their three days as possible. This might be the only fun thing she could do before they went back to school and she was forced to sit down and make "informed choices about her future". Future. Pfft. She
wanted to be stupid and reckless, she wanted to immerse herself fully in a different culture and way of life. There was a struggle brewing inside of her. Her head told her not to make mistakes, to be perfect but her heart? Well, her heart wanted to drink a bottle of fancy wine, run around the city and jump head first into the River Seine.
She grinned. "From last summer," she said, flapping a hand through the air dismissively. "I think you look great," Zara chided, trying not to giggle. Wasn't everyone supposed to look a bit strange on photograph identification? When asked why it wasn't moving, she blinked. "I dunno," she admitted with a thoughtful frown, squinting at her own card before holding it to the light and wiggling it, trying to get her own photograph to do something. "Muggles are strange little things," she mumbled. There seemed to be a lot of rules she'd noticed. And they were so busy. "Anyway," she went on. "This, my darling, is our ticket to a weekend of no rules, no boundaries and absolutely no direction."
"I know, right?" She grinned. Pierre had always been so resourceful. As soon as she saw Prosper look at his pocket watch, she panicked. "Oh crap." With that, she whizzed around the room like a tiny blonde hurricane. In her bag, she quickly threw her portfolio, her ballet shoes, leotard and tutu, hastily folding and stuffing everything down. She was starting to get nervous. Time was ticking too fast and it was scaring her. She'd almost forgotten that she was here for a reason, not just to be having fun with her best friend.
Standing still, Zara hastily brushed her hair, expertly twirling her honey coloured locks around her slim fingers to form a bun and sliding in hair grips to secure it, dashing to the bathroom and smoothing down any stray hairs. Her make up looked pretty good, she wasn't wearing a lot but every girl needed a little bit of help. "You honestly don't mind me dragging you here, do you?" She called out from the bathroom nervously as she carefully dabbed a deep pink lip balm across her mouth and leaning into the mirror to survey her reflection. He'd seemed keen but she didn't want to just leave him sitting by himself.
"I'm sure you can come and watch," she offered helpfully. It wouldn't put her off but the amount of other girls probably would. It was a routine for her now. She'd auditioned for various roles before. She'd be stuck in a dull waiting room with a load of bitchy teenage girls, all taller and leaner than her, offering fake smiles.
Stop the voice at the back of her head told her. She could do this. It was a breeze. If only her heart would slow down and not give up.
Striding back out into the bedroom, she doubled checked she had everything. Costume? Check. Purse? Check. Map? Check. Room key? Prosper had that. The school wasn't terribly far from here which was a good thing, she didn't want time to think. "Ice cream sounds good," she said with a smile as she slung her bag over her shoulder. "Got everything?" She asked before opening the sticky door and hastily jogging down the numerous flights of stairs.
Zara wanted to get in, get it done, get out. Paris was calling! She didn't want the pressure of the audition looming over her for the entire weekend. She didn't know if she'd be told right away if she'd gotten in, if she'd be called back, if she'd get a letter. Urgh. She was so ill-informed. Once the door was open, the sticky heavy muggy city air hit her, knocking her off balance for a second. This was a far cry from the breezy costal town she was used for. "Er, left," she finally settled on, pointing and striding off down the busy tree lined street, faltering a little on the uneven and broken cobbles.
"Prosper, I'm freaking," she finally admitted, swallowing hard. She ran through her routine in her head, step by step. It was flawless and she knew it, she'd been assured but honestly, was three minutes enough to showcase her talent? Zara was better than that, she didn't like to be squeezed down so harshly. This was effectively a leap of faith. She was out on her own. Her parents supported her fully but they weren't here with her and the thought both empowered and terrified her. She wasn't sure if she should eat ice cream, she might throw it up. As they walked, she walked with purpose, head down and focused as they drew ever nearer to a sweet little
shop along the main road.
She was torn between three flavours; banana, cappuccino and strawberry. Maybe she'd get all three.