Zoé came stumbling into the space in front of the crowd, and Prosper felt his previously steady heartbeat hitch. She fell into him for the second time that night, and Prosper caught her. His eyes widened slightly in the dim light. God, she was stunning. But no. It couldn’t… No? Stupid. No. He knew it. She hadn’t just stepped out, she’d been pushed. The look of terror on her face said it all, and Prosper felt his heart plummet into his stomach region. Huh. Depressing. He’d spent the last few weeks trying not to think about her, and without her freakin’ beautiful little smile and gorgeous eyes, he’d… well, not succeeded exactly, because the girl still crossed his mind every day, but improved. Improved would definitely be a better way to describe it. Sure, the improving might have involved other girls and distractions, but for a little while there, he’d thought he might be okay. Maybe this whole obsession could blow over. Maybe… Then again, no. She was perfect.
He knew she was there accidentally. He could see it in her eyes. Knowing that it was an accident, but could probably be interpreted otherwise – as the cheering and whistling crowd evidenced – burned in a whole other way. I burn, I pine, I perish, his mind threw at him. The quote seemed pretty apt right now. Fire, everywhere. And she wouldn’t like that at all. He couldn’t think clearly, and all he was registering right now was Zoé. He might have been a huge romantic, but he’d never understood the whole crowd-fading-into-the-distance thing. It made total sense now. Wow. The boy blinked in surprise as they locked eyes. He was totally uncertain about how she was about to react. Merlin, was she about to cry? He raised his eyebrows, surprised. He knew that Zoé wasn’t like a lot of his other female friends. The curly haired boy was sure that Zara would have made some spectacle about it and then kissed him if she’d been pushed in front of everyone. He felt like Lucia would have too. Most of them would have, he thought vaguely. But Zoé was almost crying at the prospect of it.
Stomp on my heart, he thought wistfully.
Prosper turned his focus back to the crowd, wiping the slightly dazed expression off of his face and replacing it with another foolish smile. He showed teeth. Really, he was quite gone. Silly, inebriated thoughts pushed through his drunken haze, but for the most part he couldn’t think straight. A girl yelled out from the back that she’d kiss him if Zoé didn’t want to, and his foolish smirk turned into a devilish grin. He was all cheek and no class. The problem was still there, but it was his birthday. It wasn’t fair that he should have to deal with this problem, he thought. If Zoé wasn’t even going to give him a little peck for his birthday, then she should step off the stage. Even as these words flashed through his head, though, he rejected them vehemently. Zoé… well he couldn’t blame her for anything. He adored her. She was his little snowflake, perfect in every way, and he didn’t want her to be upset. If he made her upset then maybe they should just stop being friends. This thought sent a shock of panic up his spine. His head was like a bag of cats. Crazy cats, clawing around to get out.
Okay. Stupid. Whatever.
Their hesitation was obvious, because someone yelled out that she could just kiss him on the cheek. There we go, he thought distantly, perfect solution!. The crowd booed this at first, and there were disappointed "awwww"s, but when it was obvious that there was no snogging going on here, they started cheering for it. Kiss him on the cheek!. The sentence was picked up and repeated. They wanted a real kiss, but a cheek one would do. Ha, ha. Okay. Prosper glanced at Zoé without dropping his smirk, but he was sure she could see that little bit of hesitation in his eyes. The boy shrugged in a what-do-you-think kind of way and tapped his cheek with an index finger. She looked relieved, and he knew that she would do it. That’s nice, he supposed vaguely. At least the idea of kissing him on the cheek wasn’t so horrible that she was brought to tears. The girl moved closer and his gaze dropped from her face right down to her bare feet. She was so beautiful. He selfishly drank in the sight of her and wasn’t subtle at all. The boy swayed to the side, but made sure he didn't fall over. He presented the side of his face for her.
Prosper felt like he wasn’t in control of his actions. On one hand, it was all happening in slow motion. Was that normal? Merlin, he just wanted to get his hands all over her beautiful body and cherish her for the rest of his life. Was that too much to ask? He laughed at this internally. Yes, obviously, a voice somewhere in the depths of his mind answered. Prosper was unsteady. Prosper was silly. Prosper was drunk. She moved in to kiss his cheek and he felt his heartbeat speed up. The crowd spurred him on with their cheers and whistles and laughter. He was centre stage, and, as usual, the attention went straight to his head. Here he was, at his birthday party, surrounded by adoring fans and Zoé was crying at the prospect of kissing him. On one hand, Prosper couldn’t miss the humour. The ridiculousness of it all. His amused smirk said it all. On the other hand, however, it fucking burned. He wanted what he wanted. So when Zoé’s lips were inches away from his cheek, Prosper made a snap decision. Fuck it. The teenager turned and ducked his head slightly, closed his eyes and let her kiss him, pressing his lips against hers. Huh. Soft lips.
Uh-oh.