As the crash and the bangs settled into a strange uncomfortable silence, Nathalie looked about her, seeing her little life carelessly upended and strewn indignantly across the apartment. Her eyes scanned slowly over all the debris and her brain could not fully comprehend the sheer extent of it. It was almost comical; a horrific chaos. It was not as if she had owned anything of any particular value, but to witness her meagre belongings so viciously disturbed and violated caused something within her to react, and in a manner she had not fully predicted. She simply sighed pathetically.
Her eyes met those of Farren who was lecturing and ranting now; and Nathalie was only partially following the sentences she spoke; each of the attacks and complaints blending into one blurred screed. Now and again the blonde would involuntarily jolt upon hearing a particularly sharply barked statement, due to the particular way the Heiress had of commanding her volume, meaning she could go from docile to truly ear-splitting in the blink of an eye.
Farren took a step towards her, and Nathalie’s grey eyes widened, half expecting a slap across the face. However the heiress, not one known to debase herself with such acts of physical violence, instead tipped the little papery teabags out upon the floor before her. In turn, the younger witch emitted a half gasp, half sob; completely unprepared for the force of Farren’s wrath and now fully overwhelmed, and her eyes gradually welled with tears. “Oh Farren,” she said, and her voice was soft and it quivered within her throat, “ . . . I . . . I don’t know . . . I don’t understand . . .”
She looked to the ground, like a school child undergoing a stern reprimand. “What did I do to you?” she asked, genuinely, her face cast in a troubled shadow and marked with perplexed confusion. “Was it at Hogwarts? Was that it? I can’t remember. Did I say something to you then? Did I mistreat you, or . . . embarrass you? If I did, I’m sorry. I’m really sorry.”
“I don’t understand why you hate me. I’ve done everything you’ve asked me to. I’m not like you; I’m not as successful or as talented as you, so I can’t . . . keep up with you. But I’m doing the best I can.” Her voice faded away. She was trying not to cry, because Farren wouldn’t like it. Farren was not fond of emotion, Nathalie knew that. She did not like public displays of weakness. When Nathalie looked up at her sponsor, her face was worn and older, as if she had missed several sleeps. She had given up. Farren had won.
Slowly, Nathalie walked away from Farren and returned to her chair by the window, where she, as if now burdened by a physical pain, softly seated herself as before, this time with her back to the heiress. Perched upon the edge with her elbow propped against the tabletop; she wiped her eyes with the back of her free hand and rested her head against her fist. She could see herself reflected in the window; Farren standing behind her, faded like a spectre; and beyond, through the glass, the black sky of London and the myriad of orange muggle lights making constellations upon the rooftops that faded to the invisible horizon. She wondered if there were others, just like them, out there on this very same night. Marked and awaiting.
“He came to me last summer. June or there a-bouts.” A beat. “Your cousin, I mean. He invited me to his home. I had no idea why; the only time I had even seen him before was in the Prophet, when they let him out of Azkaban. And then that time at your birthday party. I was confused why he would want to see me; I had no connection to him. I thought maybe it was due to my . . .” her voice a step lower now, as it becomes a tad more personal, “. . . my father. Perhaps something from the war. I was wrong.” She sits up straight and unbuttons the cuff of her white blouse, folding it back, rolling it along her arm, exposing her skin and the brown leather watch strap around her wrist. She keeps going, like a patient preparing for a phlebotomist, until her forearm is naked and exposed. It is difficult to see in the lowlight, but there is a pale graphite outline about three inches in length. She lays her forearm upon the tabletop for Farren, amidst the wreckage of her opened mail. She draws around the line with her fingertip; the hooked ♄ of saturn. “He gave it to me,” and she follows with an immediate correction, “or rather, he awoke it. Or something. Apparently I was selected.” She speaks with such derision. “Lucky me. It was not my choice. Nor yours, I imagine.” Based upon Farren’s reaction and her words, and the fact that Nathalie was still not dead, it was not hard for the younger witch to come to the conclusion that the Abercrombie heiress had also been branded against her will.
“He told me that people would contract me. And that’s what happened, to some extent. Rather, they would leave me notes, here, in my apartment,” and she smiled weakly, still staring at her arm. “Little . . . invitations.”
Nathalie sighed, wondering if Farren really was all that interested in the details. “Pyxis told me that it was all this big secret. But he also told me that there were more. More than just me, I mean. But I’ve never met any. Until now.” The blonde turned in her chair and looked at Farren, standing there a picture of arrogance in the centre of the room. “How very apt that we would be in the same little club.”
“I go to Knockturn Alley, to different places. It’s rarely the same place. Rarely the same people. They give me lessons.” She unconsciously winced; such lessons usually left her with physical marks. "I don’t think they’re Death Eaters, per se. They’re criminals at the very most. But they have to teach me things. Occlumency, defensive curses, those sorts of . . . skills, if you want to call it that,” and with her eyes now upon Farren’s visage, “ . . . and to be always suspicious. To trust no one. Not even you.”
It was strange, but something close to relief was surging through the blonde. Relief at sharing this burden, even with someone as unsympathetic as Farren; relief at feeling that she was not going crazy; relief that she was not the only one.
“So what now?” She met Farren's gaze once more, perhaps a touch more defiant; she had no more secrets from the heiress. She was her very own open book.