"Oh fuck." The words were out of her mouth before Poesy could stop them as she stared at Reed. Her skin was warm under her coat, despite the chill, and she could only assume she was about to pass out. His agreement that she was indeed in trouble didn't soothe her. She swallowed. She was trying her best to listen to him but all she could hear was the blood pounding in her ears and the words
you're in trouble, you're in trouble on a loop inside her head.
Poesy squinted at him. "Who?" The petite blonde asked. She needed to know. If she knew, she could avoid them, maybe alter her behaviour to distract them, eat her lunch outside,
something. Paranoia threatened to overcome her. Did it start at the bottom of the ladder, or was it right at the top? The potioneer forced herself to swallow as her heartbeat thrummed in her throat. This was
fine. It wasn't as if she was the target of an international espionage ring or anything.
Reed was calm and Poesy tried to focus on him. "But it's not finished," she whispered. "And I'm nobody," she told him, her eyes looking dark and impossibly large on her ever-increasingly pale face.
The cigarette case distracted her and Poesy reacted without thinking. She didn't smoke or rather, she
used to smoke but she hadn't touched one in almost five years. Her long fingers reached out to take the proffered cigarette and bent her head to let Reed politely light it for her as she cradled the flame from the wind with her left hand. She took a long drag and closed her eyes, deep into her lungs, head tilted back as she exhaled, sending purple smoke curling into the air. The once familiar action seemed to take the edge off as she looked down at the lit cigarette, almost in confusion, and her stomach churned.
"That makes sense," she blinked. Alarm bells should have been clanging earlier. Poesy hadn't stopped to think why her work space was always tidy and her ingredients all neatly cut up because she hadn't done it. Or how she'd been lucky enough to have the workshop all to herself when she needed them to be. Miraculous, really. Only luck had never been involved.
Poesy let out a laugh at Reed's comment but it sounded more like a ragged gasp. "Oh sure," she squeaked as she nodded quickly, looking slightly maniacal. "Reed," she addressed him directly. "Look at me," she demanded, arms outstretched by her sides, her neglected cigarette gathering ash before she realised and flicked the end of it. "Do you really think I'm up to that?" She enquired, her eyes flicking over his face.
Poesy began to pace, occasionally sucking on the end of the cigarette. "First of all, why?" She asked Reed. "There will be laws and regulations. It's not like everyone will be able to access it," she said quickly, looking unfocused. "I would have helped if they'd asked." She looped back on herself, the soles of her boots scuffing on the cobbles. "How bad is it?" Poesy stopped walking.
"I'm sort of seeing --" no, she and
@Hunter Street were not dating but she really liked him. This affected him, too. "There's someone I like," she clarified as she cleared her throat. "Is he in danger, too? I mean, they know where I live. They know where my workshop is, who my friends are and he doesn't live that far away from me," she babbled as the panic began to rise. "Do you know any good cursebreakers?" Poesy asked with a weak smile. "I have a feeling I'm going to need to upgrade my security," she joked as she drew on her cigarette again.