Nessa wasn't confused about the way that Harlan made her feel, no, far from it. She understood it, but she wished she had more control over it. Somehow when he looked at her like that she was suddenly nineteen years old again and under his spell. Nessa prided herself on being in control, being manipulative and independent, but add a little alcohol, and she was putty in Harlan's hand. She already knew she'd let the night get away from her and that her future self would have some serious scolding to do, but that just made her want to make even worse decisions. Decisions she would probably regret tomorrow, but she knew would be worth it tonight.
Pouring them both another glass, she tried to convince herself that more alcohol would improve the situation. If he got drunk, she'd have more control over the situation. It wasn't as if Nessa was already trashed from drinking, they hadn't had very much, and she Irish, so she had more built-in tolerance than most, but the whiskey coupled with everything else was making it difficult to think clearly. The music was so loud, the booth was warm, and Harlan's hand was on her leg. The thin material of her dress made it feel like his hand was on her skin, and her skin felt like it was on fire.
"Not everyone pays to get in," She teased him back, bumping her shoulder lightly into his, already missing the physical contact as his hand moved away from her thigh. She had never paid to get into a place like this, but she didn't feel the need to spell out all of the other dates she'd been on to Harlan right now. Leaning her head back against the back of the booth Nessa took a solid breath, what felt like the first one in minutes, and realized he had been right all along. Places like this were awful. It wasn't that long ago that she would have loved being here, dancing, drinking, partying until she couldn't stand to wear her heels anymore, but it seemed like she had outgrown places like this as well. Pulling her wand out of a magically hidden pocket of the dress, Nessa wrapped a spell around them silently, and the music quieted.
"I am not saying you were right or anything..." She would never. Nessa met his eyes with a smile, "But that music is quite possibly the worst I have ever heard. Merlin, it sounds like a troll getting a tooth pulled." With the music lower, and the nearly invisible barrier spell shimmering around them, the booth felt even more private than before, and Nessa took the opportunity to scoot closer to Harlan.